I Rock, Your Stoned =P

2008-08-11T04:58:00.000-07:00

wooooooooo! zipadeedoodah-zipadeeday-mymymy what a wonderful day

lol hereherehere i am after a month a half.

i planned to abandon this shit man but im sooo bored im gonna actually update.

i know, damn gg right T-T

guess what guess what omg, i was walking at emm, Bentley's yesterday? and i saw the prettiest girl EVER! i mean i saw alot before her but when i saw this girl i knew she was fucking the one one and so i took her out and tried her out. XD i even asked my mum and she said yesyesyes hohoho. and so i went to buy clothes for her. it happens she's a rocker so i got her this Metal Distortion dress that made her look even better. so i bought them and brought her home, then decided to name her Jessie. so everyone meet Jessie =]

ohhkay wtf she's my new guitar lah okay. but fucking hell i love her like fuuuck.

soooo nothing much has been going on.

sports carnival, yellow house.

nothing much to elaborate lo so go figure.

im not really in the mood now im dammn tired though i managed to skip school today ahahhahaa.

dilemma dilemma. its like either i forget about books and go for the real shit already, or stay around and wait for i dont know what. T-T i guess i'd be going.

lol. i guess imma go now. need to teman my jessie =D

nights!

2008-06-30T04:38:00.000-07:00

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
i would party all night till the break of dawn. its obvious what the answer is right -.-. i'll be sad and not party, and not drink, and all that. =D

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to have whatever i dream to do come true.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
hmmm, i'd like my wedding to be small, and not too public i guess.

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
i've got everything lined up already, its just whether i CAN do it or not

5. What's your ideal lover like?
someone cute =3. ahhahaha. someone that wouldn't make a fuss about changing me and instead love me for who i am. ahahha. and yea, she has to have more than 90 piercings and a kezillion tattoos. T-T scratch that, i'll stick to the normal, innocent girl. =]

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone i guess. its easy to love, just not as easy to be loved.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
i've waited for a fucking long time she better call me soon T_T

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
diediedie. give the guy a million bucks and ask him to fuck off. =D. wtf no. if she's happy with him its okay. ahahaa

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
aloooot o.O

10. Is being tagged fun?
mmhmmmm. nothing better to do right. XD

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
i'd be 24, i wanna like. be almost ready to settle down. i hope by then everythings complete. lol. i wanna be the youngest of my batch to retire. yet if i do what i really wanted to do, i wouldn't mind working to death.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
my friends, and family XD

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Ariel - she shows me the middle finger alot.

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married and poor? XD but im not a girl right, so we'd have a shitty life, but being single is reaaaally shitty

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
walk out to the living room and sleep a lil more

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
YES

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
ahahaha the one i feel is the right one.

18. What type of friends do you like?
people i can talk to, i can be comfortable with. people i can chill with anytime, anywhere

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
people who are fucking annoying and call you up in the middle of the night for a movie next next saturday -.-

sigh. i havent been updating recently and i guess i gave up on this blog. wth man i've been crazy tired the past month, dont know why. i've been like feeling sleepy at around 7-8 every fucking day. screw it. its been fucking boring la. not much places to go. chill only la at the guitar store. T-T. like fuck. i dont even have anything to blog about.

i watched like, ugly betty yesterday from like 12 to about 1 at night? thats like fucking 26 episodes. fucking bored still. i wish i knew people here in mt. kiara =/

fuck it. bye

2008-06-16T06:03:00.000-07:00

i have so many things i wanna say, but i guess when it comes to writing it down black and white all i can say right now is im sorry.

im sorry if i've neglected alot of you these past few months. im sorry if it seems im changing. im sorry if it seems that im not even near to the person you thought i was.

alot of things have been going on and all. its not that i wanna give any reasons, but i guess i just need time. i just want time to think about everything thats going on and i hope i'll be given a chance to recover.

i know most of ya'll don't even know who i am anymore. and its like i dont know you.

right now right here all im doing is asking all of you to forgive me, and give me some time.

i know this isn't the first big mistake i've done, but i just want a second chance.

i, really want to return the situation into what it was before, and how it was before. when everything was nice and calm, when everyone loved each other.

i dont regret the things i've done, and i've learnt alot. but i dont want it to break everything up. i've neglected my family, and my friends. everyone i've ever said i loved.

so im sorry. and, i miss all of you.

chea, and heidi all apologise too.

2008-05-30T10:35:00.000-07:00

oh shit nice tag. looooove tags XDD. i swear i do. 100 question one lagi suka. everythings been fine for many of you who are worrying XD. i havent commited any crimes lately maybe with chea just now lah, 5 times =P. here goes.

001. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
Well Clinton called me, but it was a miss call lah. didnt pick up cause phone was charging. Well lets just say he's almost a brother. XD. hmmm if your thinking about calls that i answered then i guess Uncle Desmond. he called me for a drink. and now im highhhhh kekekeke

002. Do you ever turn ur cell phone off?
ahaha when i dont feel like talking to anyone. loud ring-tones annoy me alot so my phone is silent alot these days also. thats why i dont answer phones much, sorry po!

003.What happened at 10.00am today?
i wassss, with Uncle Desmond XD

004.When did you last cry?
not long ago for reasons i cannot admit AHAHAHHAHA

005. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
french fries?

006. What do you want in your life right now?
To be able to actually read music notes. Wish i learned earlier, fuck.

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I just, start running o.O

008. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
i dont know whatever thats on my bed ends up on the floor in the morning anyways.

009. What bottom are you wearing now?
teeheee my boxers? =P aww ur making me blush ahahhaaahaha

010.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Huh? What bag? Oh u mean this ugly piece of crap? [and it goes on...] sachisms has to see this XDDD. I hope she'll understand lah being the blur case she is.

011. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
yea thats why Chea's having a very hard time now and why whoever thats ever said they loved me moved to Iraq. =D

012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
AHAHHAHA I BORROWED KANG WOON'S BOXERS AND IM STILL WEARING IT =3

013. What was the last movie you caught? Indiana Jones, with my Bang Bang Shin Ki members and their girlfriends.

014. What are you proud of?
That i've managed to take care of myself especially in "certain" situations and did my thang in Bangkok Jazz XD

015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Heyy, awake? From Yuka. XDDD im her pin cushion lah when she cant sleep she'll text me and wake me up AISHHHHHH. ahhahaha jkjk

016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Samba with Chea HOHOHOHO BU DI - VOS.

017. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
Nicky YooChun by my fans and YoungWoong JaeJoong by those who love me more. and my bang bang shin ki members call me Mr.Charisma lah. =P i know ya'll love me i know.

018. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
Chea - You di Orange now? and then I'm here already. Cause we went for boys night out lah.

019. What time did you go to bed last night?
At 4.30. waiting for someone to sleep lah. T-T

020. Are you currently happy?
VERY HAPPY. thanks to Uncle Desmond hohohoho im flying nowwww XD

D021. Who gives you best advice?
Beyonce and BoA. and of course the almighty dad lah.

D022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
YES YES WHENEVER I HAVE A CAN AT HOME ESPECIALLY AT THIS HOUR !

023. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Heidi lah. Semua pun "see first la see first" iyshhh. slap one time baru tau.

024. Is anything bugging you right now?
Hohoho my bands keyboardist Chea MyungSoo knows lah.

025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Chea, when we were talking about a certain flying cookie. It was like this lah, they were buying some kinda cake thing in Pav. And i bought a cookie, so while waiting for my change i openned it, and i put so much determination into openning it, the cookie flew above and behind the cashier. T_T. she gave me the wtf look and told me i could take another one.

026. Do you wear toe socks?
I dont, but Colin does doesn't he? XD

027. What was the last person you missed a call from?
Clinton lah! Asshole he and Heidi together same lah. "See first lah see first"

028. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Hmm i dont know. I have such a big heart even if a piece falls of i wouldnt notice. kekekeke. But she took the whole thing and ran of la. aish.

029. What annoys you most in a person?
Chea tell them! Wtf dont shhhhh. I'll tell each and everyone of you personally hohohoho. I know all of you are curious about me, the superstars life so i'll tell all of you hehe

030. Do you have a crush on anyone?
screw crushes. =/

031. Have you ever done cocaine?
no but i've done M&M's?

032. What is the color of ur room?
black, its all black cause I LOVE SATAN. omg kill me la T-T. its green-ish. XD

033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
like Brenda? of course i would she's only worth 2 bucks a billion dollars is a STEAL. =]

034. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
i dont know what the pepsi this means T-T

035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
I bet Colin knows this lah. Blonde girl he saw me with in KLCC? Maybe?

036. Who was the last person to hug you?
It was soo long ago i dont even remember.

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
...Colin did. nyeheheeehe

038. Do you have a life?
yea, my life revolves around trying to NOT get caught by the folks at home when i sneak out wtf.

039. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
I thought my phone died but the button to turn it on was spoiled T_T

040. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i dont like profile songs. too annoying. it just pops out at you.

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
I dreamt that all of us had this apartment and we had puppies and unlimited alcohol and freedom and it was heaven O.o. It was coooool.

042. Last time you smiled?
Just now? On the way home when a certain someone started puking out of the window cause she was too high? AHAHHAHA

043. Have you changed this year?
I guess i dont socialize as much, i go out with alot of the same people because i dont wanna take as much risks. Terlalu sakit la

044. What are you listening to right now?
ahahahha Please - VOS. teeheee

045. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
Only the most BORING person on earth, how wei ping -_-. terpaksalah, ahahhaha jkjk

046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
wtf what kinda question is this, open T-T

047. Is there a quote you live by?
live fast, die young.

048. Do you want someone you can't have?
my dear YangPa. =[

049. Have you ever played an instrument?
the guitar and a lil bit of the piano, drums pun sikit.

050. What was the worst idea you've had in a week?
sneaking out? wasted 2 hours of staying awake and waiting

051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
playing with kw? XDDDDD he kept flicking my head la T-T

052. Are you happy with your love life right now?
oh shut up

053. What song describe your love life?
Hmmmm, Topless - Breaking Benjamin hohohohoho. NO lah Cheon Dung - Ft. Island. Cheon Dung means thunder btw, which tells you how beautiful my love life is.

054. Does the person know that you like him/her?
she doesnt even know - Kiwi [Raise Your Voice] WTF IM BEING LAME

055. Who can always make you laugh?
ahahahahha all the "hot" waitresses me and chea came across.

056. Do you speak other languages other than English?
i speak tamil and thai. tq veli much.

057. Are you blond?
duhh

058. What's your middle name?
Hero? Yea I'm Nicholas Hero Siau =]. nice to meet you too.

059. What are you doing tomorrow?
Home i guess, but at night, hohohohohoo

060. What do you think you are like?
im charismatic and cool hor MichelleIsabelWeiPingShaniceJiaQi?

061. Who will you choose to die with?
i'll die with Chea, so he wont get to see more things than me. Rival rival ahahaha

062. Where have you been today?
Ampang Point, Provence, Dealova, and then DoubleZero XD. hohohoo sounds hamsup right all of the places.

063. What game do you play often?
Chess =)

064. Who are you missing right now?
the old Tiffany =[.

065. If you've to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
it depends on who are my friends at that time and who is it i love. if i loved Chea that time and my friends were Edward and Ken, saya sanggup push Chea down a cliff la AHHAHAHHAHHAHA

066. What are you doing right now?
this beayooootiful tag and chatting with the princess and her boy.

067. Which primary school are you from?
sadly, ssg T-T

068. Name 3 colours that you like.
green, black, orange. O.o

069. What emotion you like to show?
i like to show my Ae Gyo. which means cute charm AHHAHAHHAA

070. What is life to you?
alcohol and getting high. WTF ahahahha love and family.

071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
talk to the stuffed penguin i keep in my closet, hohohohoho i bug her everyday.

072. Who did you last chat in msn today with?
im talking to the princess and her boy now loh

073. Who do you admire the most?
Jon Bon Jovi and his vocal range man woah.

074. Which month are you born in?
March T-T

075. How are you feeling right now?
desperate yet high HOHOHOHO

076. What time is it now?
2.40AM

077. Where are you now?
computer room

078. What colour did you use to dye hair.
when i was in std.5 i died my hair blue AHHAHAHA WTF

079. Why are you doing this test?
looooove tags thats why

080. What do you do when you're moody?
call chea and pretend i have money for dinner but then go with 0. hahahahhaha chea im kidding "chincha don opseo"

081. At which age you wish to get married?
before 25 ahhahaha. its almost been in my mind lor.

082. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
it depends who is who. XD. At time the girlfriend is more important, at times i need the guys.

083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
with my confidence all i can do is clean my room

084. Who is the person you trust the most?
right now Penguin. and BBSK. XD

085. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
isn't it a fact that theres always a rainbow after rain? wtf is this question man

085.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
graduate Berklees and from there hit Hollywood LOL XD

086.What is your goal for this year?
fit as much music theory into my head.

087.Do you walk into every relationship hoping it'll last forever?
Of course, then whats the point of getting into one in the first place.

089. What feelings do you love the most?
I dont know im really happy when im around comfortable people. I guess the comfortable feeling. Sense of security lor.

090.Do you really think its Global Warming will kill us all?
nah when the ice caps melt we'll just swim around and become mermaids, i meant merpeople.

091. What feeling you hate the most?
is this the gayest question or what, when i feel hungry. thats when im most annoyed. ahahaahha

092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
duh, if not?

093. Do you believe in God?
no, i believe i set my own fate and i can only have faith in myself and the people around me. to make it simple, when you pick up that syringe of heroin, who makes the decision whether to poke it in or throw it away, you or God T-T. who else lah. im not influencing anyone. just giving u my point of view. XD

094. Who cares for you the most?
i hope my friends care. ahahhaha penguin especially if she doesnt imma kick yuu

095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
the people around me, and music.

096. Describe the person who tagged you
Colin - he's damn horny and loooves to touch me. you all know why lah my charisma attracts even guys hohohoho

097. Who's the most important person in your life?
at this point, penguin lah. i hope she doenst end up down here with the rest of us and i hope she'd be able to get through all the problems she might be going through la.

098. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
ahahahahaa i'd go to my forever love, A to the L to the C-O-H to the O and then LLLLL.

099. What if your stead two-timed you?
i'd poke one eye out of him, then another one outta her. C=

100. What are u relieved about?
That im finally done. Oh fuck.

Remove a question and put in yer own ya ya ya.

I have, nothing more to say.

2008-05-28T07:12:00.000-07:00

teeheee chea was high lah
retards forever T-T
err, yea. about that...
ahahhaha ariel doesnt like fishes. emo-ness o.O

Hohohoho hello. yea so we went to pavillion on monday, ate, watched a movie, walked around, fish spa. fun fun fun fun =P. looong time since the whole group went out. carmen lah! selalu bbk. sigh. pictures ripped from brenda =P

nothing much to talk about, aiks.

have i mentioned how annoying it is for me to see couples all lovey-dovey in public especially when im alone? aish.

2008-05-24T00:32:00.000-07:00

sigh, the holidays are here. im expecting a fiesta hohohohoho

oh yes i've been talking to brenda and she said alooot of disgusting things to me. sigh, i dont know whats gotten into her. ever since wms, sigh. chea's out with kc so this had nothing to do with him.
Βяeпdά. forever원 says:
my pepet's so fresh okay

Βяeпdά. forever원 says:
then don't continue, cuz if u continue im going to let u hisap my pepet.

Βяeпdά. forever원 says:
if u think mine is not then go for my dog's la

ewww.

ahahahha i hope we can get drunk and ride around all holiday. teeheehee.

yesterday was rather fun. partying was involved also. nyehehehe.

yea, i read the tiffany thing, chea and sherry sent it to me T-T.

as i fought back, i realised all i was doing was lying to myself. trying to prove myself that this time, i didn't misjudge another loved one. trying to tell myself i didnt fall in love with the wrong person. yes i felt THAT attached to her.

dissapointment tsk tsk.

everyday into my life i do more and more wrong, i test myself more and more. i question my dreams more and more. whats gonna happen from here?

well i guess i'll blog more tomorrow or something. thailand was an okay-okay trip. nothing different from a normal holiday except the whole bunch was there. at least sachie liked her gift.

sigh, still upset over tiffany. the bitch

2008-05-10T08:02:00.000-07:00

another one going. even if we didnt spend that much time with each other and we dont know each other that much, im still gonna miss it lah. take care of yourself and dont get in trouble kay? keep in touch and stay the way you are. except dont get caught. if you know what i mean XD

no kc im not talking about kw in this post. T.T i'll make one for him when he leaves

dilemma dilemma dilemma. i mean, i know what i wanna do with life and i have goals and targets and all that shit. but i still wanna do what i want to do and what i think i can do. my goals WILL be accomplished and my targets WILL be hit but along the way i still wanna have fun. you guys should understand that you've raised me this way, to be more open to the outside world. im not blaming you at all, im not blaming myself. i wanted things to be this way and whether its right or not its what i want. you've always taught me that everything at the end of the day is my choice, whether anyone likes it or not. everything im doing is what i chose right now, im not forced to do anything. you brought me up well, and im sure i'll bring my kids up the way you did, but dont think you raised another rebel. i dont believe that its in our blood. its just, who i wanted to be all along. i love you guys really much but you have to understand me at times and not be worried most of the time. i just wanna get away from it all at times. happy mothers day =]

2008-05-04T08:35:00.001-07:00

eh colin, i posted that like 4 posts ago i think. T-T.

happy birthday siang! hohooho may you and your hamsup mustache last forever and ever and ever. dont shave. =D.

i have totally nothing to talk about right now. maybe tomorrow? or tomorrow? or next week? when i feel like it kay. ^^.

peace to dealova!

2008-04-25T11:07:00.000-07:00

No one word can explain the point of my life where im at right now. right now im at the point of my life where im not that confused, but i still lose my way. im at the point where i know what is wrong and right, but still i do what i think will help without judging myself. im at the point of life where im still still searching for the cure, still wondering why it hurts. im hurting one party, but i feel more comfortable with the other. trust isn't an option in a lot of these cases, faith has left me. but still i put myself out on the line for love every single time. alot of the things i do are wrong, i know. i just, dont wanna do whats right for now. cause whatever im doing, its helping me at this very moment. no im not gonna break down, but im never gonna be happy with what i have. i've made my goal, but right now its getting further and further away. i've found the people, but what happens to my family? i have the instrument but what do you want me to do with it, i have the voice but how do you want me to sing? i dont wanna neglect the people i love, its just everythings in a rush right now and i dont know what to do. i guess i need you, i always did. everything fell apart.

no you dont have to understand anything up there. just ignore the post if you must, im sleepy.

2008-04-20T10:08:00.000-07:00

tag tag tag tag hohoohohooho.

Gluttony

1. Do you think you eat more than you should?
oh god of all questions. actually i dont eat at all, thats why i have such a stick-like figure
2. What is your favorite meal?
breakfast. XD. eggs,sausages, the occasional bacon, toast. ohlord how can it go wrong
3. What did you have for dinner today (or yesterday)?
i had what kangwun had, chicken chop plus fritters and nuggets. for the first time in history kangcheol went for the smaller set. tsk tsk
4. What is your favorite dessert?
love ice cream.
5. Can you cook well?
duhhh my specialty's black rice mmhmm.
6. Are you a fruit or veggie person?
saya suka buah-buahan
7. What is your favorite restaurant to go to?
current favourite is this HongKong kinda restaurant, KowloonPlace.
8. Do you feel comfortable with your weight?
omg my weight is perfect lah. i can gain a bit more sumore FTW SHUTUPPP
9. Are you vegetarian or vegan?
T-T no im a meatan.
10. Describe your normal eating habits.
i eat when i feel like it lah no habits.

Lust

1. How much do you find yourself thinking about sex?
hohoohohoh everyday and night and morning and afternoon hohohohho its not safe to go out anymore.
2. Are you a virgin?
of course not tsk tsk.

heh. that is so not kawaii
3. If not, who did you lose your virginity to and when?
ChaeYeon rawrrrr X3
4. Do you believe you should be in love to have sex?
nah you just have to havea few dozens of beer and ur good to go. =]
5. Have you ever cheated on your significant other?
like i've been in that many relationships. so far no.

6. What the first thing you look for in a boy/girl?
a cute laugh.
7. Do you have any special fantasies?
peezek asked what kinda fantasies ohmygod. READ THE TITLE LAH LUST LUST LUST. please refer to question 1.
8. Have you been in lust more than love?
of course not i believe in true love. lust, eww. imsoinnocent hohohooho
9. Would you have sex with more than one person?
ohmygod eww thats disgussting of course not. hehhehehehee....imsoinnocentagain
10. Who have you lust for?
ChaeYeon. once again, not safe to go out anymore

Greed

1. What do you want more than anything right now?
el ou vi ee
2. Does money play an important part of your life?
yes a very important role. but i agree with kangcheol. in life, moneys only fourth. love, family, friends then cash.
3. What are your goals for the future?
do what i plan to do before 17.

4. Do you think money is more important than love?
love is first. moneys fourth heh
5. If you were given one million dollars right now, what would you do with it?
Hawaii! then Starbucks for dear KyungLim.

6. Has anyone ever called you spoiled or greedy?
hmm my mum called me spoilt when i wanted to get out of WMS. im sorry, before i kill myself my teachers will. T-T
7. Do your parents have a lot of money?
before that ask urself if i've borrowed money from you, or asked you to belanja me many many times. that'll answer the question. we're all beggers in this pitiful place.
8. How much money do you spend in one week?
70? Now that there's Eclipse and Orange.
9. Do/would you share with people that are less fortunate?
after all i've sinned its the least i can do.
10. Have you ever robbed someone?
...i think God asked me this question.

Sloth

1. Have many people called you lazy?
when i do my homework, my classmates ask me for lottery numbers lah okay.
2. How much sleep do you get at night?
5? and an additional 3 in school and maybe another 2 at home. =]
3. Do you often take naps in the middle of the day?
refer to question 2 please.
4. What was the most depressing time of your life?
last years holidays i guess. wont spare the details
5. What is the best way to relax?
call KC & KW. and go Orange hohohho
6. Would you consider yourself more of a follower or leader?
kangwun and kangcheol are my pet gorilla's but we're all slaves of miso. so, yea im more to a follower. a forced one.
7. Would you consider yourself a caring person?
i have a heavy sense of guilt, so im forced to be.
8. What time do you go to bed at night?
about 1 or two. its already 1.40 now anyways.
9. What do you waste most of your time doing?
Gempak Stars! Music, Guitar, TGS, Orange, 9th Floor Menara Polo.
10. Would you rather go out somewhere or stay home?
hahaha the only reason why my parents grounded me.

Wrath

1. Who was the last person you were upset with?
the bangladesh brothers shabu and shahin plus sadin, for asking me to go back home to play runsecape. T-T bitches
2. What is the meanest thing you’ve ever done to someone?
broke her heart.
3. Do you hate anyone?
i guess the people that hate me.
4. Are you angry a lot?
not at all no. with margaret yes ohmygod she is hyper lah
5. What was the last thing that made you mad?
margaret stealing my books once again
6. Have you even been in a physical fight with someone?
suzuki in year 5 XD. margaret everyday. T-T
7. Has there been a time that you wanted to seek revenge?
i wanna kick margarets face, and burn wesleys hair, sigh the people i sit with T-T
8. What is your biggest pet peeve?
i guess my mum nags alot about my bad habit of tearing wtv paper in my hand
9. How do you express your anger and frustration?
ahahha the guitar, dear jaejoong and kyunglim talks to me alot lah, and the band XD
10. Is it easy for you to forgive?
i forgive but i never forget my dear friends.

Envy

1. Who are you most jealous of?
haha people who are born with talent.
2. What is something you want that your best friends have?
his family. his money
3. What is one thing you think you are lacking in life?
the talent i want.
4. Do you think of yourself as an envious person?
not really, no.
5. How would you consider yourself lucky?
at times, when im with the people i love. the people i wanna spend all day and night with. when i have enough money to pay for my guitar classes.
6. Unlucky?
when i think about all i've lost faith in
7. Have you ever felt sorry for yourself?
many a time, when i think about all i've done wrong.
8. Overall, do you think you have everything you need?
just that couple of things left. just that and i'll be complete
9. Is there anyone that has been envious of you?
ahaha there are people envious of my freedom. just look at the things you have and not what you dont. =/
10. Do you want a better life than what you have?
waiting.to.restart.life.here

Pride

1. What is your best physical feature?
i like my fingers dont know why. pfft ahhaha
What do you like most about your personality?
i look at things in a much more mature way when it comes to other people. too bad i cant say the same about meself.
3. How much time do you take to get ready in the morning?
half an hour only okay
4. Do you wear a lot of make-up?
does the nail polish on my fingers, toes and teeth count? =3
5. How often do you go shopping?
not really these days. sigh. no money no talk okay.
6. Are your looks very important to you?
its of importance, but not at the top of the list.
7. Would you ever like to be a model?
omg no. and be like dear anorexia. i'll pass
8. What could be improved about your body?
i need to gain weight, sigh too slim.
9. Do you think that you’re better than others?
we're all different, noone can compare yourself to another, its unfair that way.
10. What is your most embarrassing moment?
when i was 10 i had bad sate and a bad stomach ache, and i was at the lift door waiting for the lift. all of a sudden prakprikprook everything comes out and theres this lady coming towards the lift, omg i run for my life to the stairs and i go straight home. the next day, my neighbours talk about spilled satay sauce and satay sauce prints all over the first floor. which wassssssss, my ciritbirit hohohooh

hoho i love this tag.

yes it was kenneth's birthday. it was an all boys night. ahahha. very nice, simple but nice. we ate, talked, drank, got high in klcc alone. ahahha happy belated ah pek! we made his special 40 year old virgin speech. we hoped for him to be girlfriendless and a virgin till 60. happy belated, bro. may you find happiness in all that you do. K.E.N forever.

ahahah best guys in the world *super hero music plays*

2008-04-15T23:48:00.000-07:00

bapa ayam is here hohohohohoo. sorry i havent been updating. my computer hasnt came back yet and my brothers computer is sooo fucked up so, i try not to use it.

as you can see, i have been secretely forming an underground samseng gang to kill peezek at last, hohoho i have allianced with the rihanna's and the doraemon. we're taking you down, and didier along with ya hohoh. *bows* i apologize, i cut my hair and im lame now.

sooo, many many interesting love scandals going on. we have didier+devyani/peezek. advice to dider, RUN, NOW. use ur sexy football thighs like you drew for Wesley to RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN. and yea we have Colin+Shanice. Good job, err shanice. Nice choice nice choice *_*

PM to Brittney Kua Shin Yee : ur degraded sorry. money-minded betul. must be like RingBelle.

many failed games with SiangGin. sampai TingHong marah call me cibai like 15 times. ahahhaa. wait till i get my computer back sorry T-T.

omg im trying to make this post very very long okay.

making it as random as possible.

skipping as many lines as possible.

hohohooh writing as much things as possible.

so im at home, bored and in pain, playing dota, watching tv.

oh yes please let me introduce you to the band im in now, BBSK. and no chea, i didnt rip Bang Bang Shin Kee from you. we're Big Boobies Shin Ki. =] you know how dbsk is famous for having 4 syllabus names? we have 6 syllabus!

YoungWoong HoDong KangCheol [Kang HoDong]
Micky HyukJae TekKyo [Lee HyukJae]
U-Know JaeSuk KangWun [Yoo JaeSuk]
Xiah KyungLim MiSo. [Park KyungLim]

yes our Choikang seat is still open, noone wants to be him cause JaeSuk thinks he's the ugliest, Britt dont kill me. I think im gonna ask Chea to join us so he can be : Choikang MyungSoo GaJung.

omg seriously lame this post. T-T. someone help meeeee

omg im so bored at home right now. T-T. fish.

i guess im gonna go back to Dota. I'll update when i think of something less lame sigh.

2008-04-03T07:10:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Bean, Desa Waterparks very own.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
YooChun, Slash & Avril =]

2. What do you feel like doing now?
Hitting the fucking restart button to life.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
NOT peezek. She'd kill me i swear. I guess Airuxx, Brendisays andd ExquisiteHeart, Amber so they can rub my feet all day for all i want ^^

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Somewhere not here.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To restart life, NOW.

6. Do you believe in true love?
Sadly.

7. What is your favourite food?
Rice? I told this to Kang Cheol and he laughed. He told me i'm a lame-o. Then i said Iranian Kebab. He laughed harder, T-T.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Buy Kang Cheol the trip to Hong Kong, Japan and Korea we planned, plus a guitar, a new amp, girls and then we can restart our lives there =P

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Fuck that. =3

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Fun Neighbour.
Cool brother.
Nice house.

WTF AHAHHAHA jaykay

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Tiffanny's perfect already thank you.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Wesley and PongPing should answer this for me. =P

13. What is your ambition?
To help Kang Cheol be the prof/chef he wants to be, and collabo with Miso in her Variety Program i hope she still dreams of doing.

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Im constantly reminded so its okay. =]

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Kang Cheol, Tae Hyeong & Orange =]

16. Are you a shopaholic?
Err ya O.o

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
I wanna be less loud i guess, wish i was the quiet guy at the back sometimes.

18. What would you do if have an off day?
Orange!

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
the sms i received saying i won 140000 bucks. yea it was awesome before i heard my whole family got the same type of messages plus 3 of my friends T-T.

20. How do you feel now?
Orange-y.

LOL i mentioned Kang Cheol and Kim and Orange alot lor this post. T-T. fyi Orange is a Cyber Cafe they introduced me. T-T as lame as it sounds i love the place.

Im gonna go entertain PongPing now toodles! FTW AHAHHAHA

2008-03-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

7 Random Things About NickSellTheOil wth T-T

1. I have a cute fetish. In my eyes having a cute smile trumps having killer curves and a seductive voice. Thats why my Tiff beat Kara two times over =3. Thats why instead of picking the usual girl as the hottest in our form, i went for the cute one HOHOHOHO

2. For those of you who dont know, i grew up on Rock and Rap. No i wasn't in love with the whole backstreetboys westlife n'sync kinda stuff. I mean i listen to them but i didnt grow up with listening to that kinda music. I grew up on Evanescence and stuff like Linkin Park, Edema, Eminem. I dont know if alot of people know this. I wasn't a pop fan at all until 06 i think. Deep inside me la, the distortion is still alive kay ><.

3. Up till know i still think the 80's was truly the golden age of music, back then all that mattered was skill, not how you look or how "in" the songs were it was just how well you play it.

4. I strongly believe our music industry is going down the drain, musicians these days should be models instead. Everyone emphasizes on looks ftw. For a second i thought Avril was the way to go, look at her now. In bikini's and pink highlighted hair T-T.

5. I dont like Tohoshinki's T album as much as all of you do. I prefer they're beautiful mix of dance and ballad albums. T was a dissapointment.

6. I love soup, i mean like i can have soup for a whole month and not anything else. Love it XD

7. I love memories and i keep alot of things close to the heart. Lots of things remind me of lots of things and yea, i love dejavu moments and nostalgia.

Oh and if you havent heard, yea FT Islands concert was cancelled. It was so stupid we waited there for hours to hear a good explanation, and all they said was it was cancelled on mutual agreement. FTW. refunds are not given out yet, the autograph signing was a failure also. Fans waited an extra 3 and a half hours from when it was supposed to start on top of that, most fans came hours before 1 when it was supposed to start, they came at 4.30. and went of at about 6. honggi had his ajjuma hairstyle which was uber cute but he was expressionless. same with Ching's hubby, Wonbin. Sigh. They signed probably 100 out of the 300 people. CI Entertainment, the malaysian organizers are the ones in fault in many of the stories i've heard. well, *shrugs* i dont know. i just want my money back. it'll be okay if they come again though.

2008-03-25T07:22:00.000-07:00

I'll take this time, on behalf of all your friends in 2A & 2G, to send my deepest condolences to you and your family. We pray that in the hands of our Father, he will be painless, and cheerful. We pray that he's always watch over all of you, and he'll be right there with you whenever you need him. Know that we're here to share the pain and tears, and that you can lean on us for support. It's as sad to us as it is for you for what happened. We're always here for you, whenever you wanna talk. I'm sure he's been very proud of you, for what you've done for him, for showing him how much of a great job he did raising you.

Take your time to recover, brother.

2008-03-24T07:32:00.001-07:00

TAG! omg today im so hyperr im gonna do one more tag and maybe something stupid again. hohoho bear with me my people X3.

1] What else do you have in your wallet besides money
*love this question ohmygawd :3* lets see er i'll list it out.
A] A smart card covered with a really weird pokemon sticker to protect all of you from falling in love with the 10 year old me. =D
B] A picture of me from 1999. Just incase i lose the wallet, people can find me easily XD
C] A micky yoochun key chain thingy, to remind me who my idols are. i meshed it up with the key chain thingy ariel got us from Pangkor. =P
D] A to-buy list and my homework from friday.
E] My disneyland ticket to remind me of the good times, business card for future references and plasters incase i need them to hide my scar =]
F] An ace of spades card, for good luck and to remind me that my life has always been a gamble.

2] Whats in your bag? *Not your school bag, dimwit* T.T
A] My laptop, for emergency uses, never know when your gonna HAVE to surf the net right?
B] My music manuscripts, lyrics, theory homework. I bring my bag everywhere and sadly music class is also one of those places
C] My wallet X]
D] My hair-band, and edwards Indonesian beanie *which is practically mine*

3] Who else do you want to bore?
A] Ariel of delicious-chocopie
B] Britt of little-lightbulb
C] Carmen of mokky-day-life
D] Brenda of brendisays
E] Airu of Airuxx
F] Shanice of lovelikerain
G] Seachelle & Ringbelle of lollipopzstories
H] Sach of Sachisms

Sigh. So many naughty things planned for today, all gone to waste cause tertidur T-T

edit :
OMFG OMFG OMFG britt sent me this thing sooo cute i terkena'd XD

12 Signs To Know When You Like Someone.

TWELVE
You have been talking to them late at night and even when u go to bed, you
still think of them.

ELEVEN:
You walk really slow when you're with them.

TEN:
> > You feel shy whenever they're around.

NINE:
> > You smile when you hear their voice.

EIGHT:
> > When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just
> > see him/her.

SIX:
> > They're all you think about.

FIVE:
> > You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:
> > You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE:
> > While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:
> > You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt even notice that number seven
> > was missing

ONE:
> > You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself

cutest thing ever. heh

2008-03-23T05:18:00.000-07:00

OhMyGawd tags are so fun i can do 3 a day. *hint, hint* love tags :3

Tagged by Ri In 2, Brenda and Bitchney, 2G's very own Doraemon and its hunny, Ariel.

Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total 20 questions, then tag to 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1) What is your dream when you were in your childhood?
- err, when i was 7 i dreamt of being Batman, being a voice actor for Rugrats, and being a million dollar taxi driver. seriously O.o my dad told me

2) Rainy days or sunny days? Why?
-rainy days. sleeping in on rainy days are awwwwwhsome =P

3) Which do you like the most? Black or White?
- Black. im so goth i'd invent a colour darker than black if i could and call it blackkcalb

4) Who would you marry?
- Tifanny <33>

5) Where is the place you would like to go most? Why?
- Lately i've really wanted to go to LA. i wanna meet Kat Von Teese hohoho.

6) Who are you most afraid of losing?
- The people who know me more than most.

7) When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?
- I write in a paper then throw it away, then i listen to loud rock T-T

8) What is the one thing you can never tire of?
- Weird things like seeing my baby Tiffanny laugh over and over and over again. <33

9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to her? Or just keep the secret in the heart, observing by yourself?
- I'd confess, like really really soon, like i can decide on night and confess on the other.

10) Till now, what is the moment that you regret most?
- Not continuing my guitar lessons in 05. Not taking vocals seriously before 06. ='/

11) Which preferably, text or instant messaging?
- It depends on the situation, instant messaging mostly, texting when talking about something more serious i guess. no ideaaa why

12) If you could choose to be a celebrity or a model, which and why?
- OHMYGOD PEOPLE SHUT UPPPPPPP. Im gonna be a celebrity not just because of that reason behind your head, i dont like modelling okay. SHUT UPP SHUT UPPPPPP!

13) What is your ambition?
- To make it in music. im gonna do that till my fake teeth cant make that klackklack sound no more. hmph! >=[

14) Would you rather be someone else at this moment?
- Everyday

15) If you could have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
- To make it in music. =]

16) What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?
- I'd tell her what I feel no matter what she thinks. forget about question 9 T-T

17) Who's your favourite cartoon character?
- Patrick. :3

18) What do you think that is most important in your life?
- The gift of melody, the old folks, the brat and muh home boys...and girls. it sounds weird with the girls in it T-T

19)What do you need now?
- Money, Avril Lavigne in her pink bikini? =P im not horny, im a fan

20) How would you imagine your first kiss?
- Somewhere naughty? FTW ahaha. somewhere weird but cliche, the kindergarten corridor.

I tag:
1. Airu of Airuxx
2. SeaChelle & RingBelle of lollipopzstories
3. Ally of allyplainoldme
4. Sooooper Shiko of exquisiteheart
5. Steph of bittersweetsomethings
6. Sach of sachisms
7. PingPong, you can do this in Microsoft Word.
8. Dong Jae! you can do this on your facebook XD

That is all, kamsahamnida *bow* FUHYOO LIKE CONCERT WEIH!

2008-03-19T09:13:00.000-07:00

yeee ariel get your yunho off her! X3. she's just adooowable dont'cha think? she speaks spannish and she says her own name with a slang its sooooo cute. omg she's so cute when she's singing with emotion also omgggggg. she has like smiling eyes. like ^^.

i wuuuuvvv you tiff!

2008-03-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

annyeonghaseyo FTW. or in pingpong language, annyongeblek T-T. she said it reallllyyyy!

ohmygod i died instantly when i heard Is It You - Cassie. itu Au punya blog larh! its daaaamnnn nice okay. better than bleeding love. AH AH SHUT UP BRITTARIEL SHUT UPPPP!

ftw i have nothing to blog about. oh yea surayyn asked me to help him ber-advertise his blog. got sexy pictures of him there wan. [www.rollercosteroflife.blogspot.com]. yes the roller coaster is memang spelled roller coster. he says he wants to add a bit of fun into the name. nice job man. XDDD nicks my name and sarcasm is my game hope he doesnt see this >< ahref="http: com=">t was supposed to be named Nick also can read teeheeee

oh yea im thinking of getting a few more piercings. just a few la, a few only. until i reach my goal.

FTW la im kidding T-T. no i do not wanna get more piercings im freaking my smoking grandma out. [eh i found much more scarier pictures than the one above okay i swear if i put anyone of them here ariels nephew will cry okay T-T]

i guess im gonna sign of right now. i amm like, headache-ing like mad. so, nights!

Currently Listening To : Cassie - Is It You

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

OH OH! another picture to help you sleep tonight. :3

again, the damn scary part is not chea looking like he wants to show you his nipples, ONCE AGAIN. but its sachie at the back being all model-like touching her hair like FUHYOOO! lee hyori OH MY GAD. yes GOD WITH AN "A" GAD!

2008-03-16T08:48:00.001-07:00

nyehehehehe enlarge!

brenda's nyehehehe face plus my I WANT MY DONUTS face

2008-03-16T07:47:00.000-07:00

sigh. im this close to being desperate i sweeaar. god why dont i kill a monkey and make it my girlfriend.

wtf i watched Zoey 101 today. I KNOW I KNOW. say no more. yea and this girl asked this guy with the most casual look on her face, wanna go out with me? and im like, wtf is it THAT simple? if only girls in real life do that. im not saying anything la but if girls made the first move it would be soooo sooo much easier.

i get so emotional when i see old people. this old lady came to the food court today and she was literally shaking! she couldn't hold a spoon straight. i was this close to tearing FTW.

its funny how up till know i still think of the many spoilt relationships. from seeing someone literally run away to getting ditched at the mall. it was sooo ironic really. one night before she ditched me she asked me, "what would you say if i asked you out". if i remember correctly i said "see how tomorrow comes along". i mean, that was supposed to be the first time we met. damn funny, next day kena ditched by her. i mean, if you wanna go out for a movie with your friend then tell me la. ask her to come then ask me to come then later end up watching a movie with her while you tell me your going to the toilet is GAY. its GAY okay but in your case its LESBO. its soooooo LESBO! hmph take that, bitch. nyehehehehe.

i dont know why im so keen to updating everyday. why lah am i that lonely and bored.

...okay that was a wrong question to ask i AM lonely and bored. *bow* sorry.

i watched Norbit a few weeks ago. hohohohoho it was boring. T-T. it was soooo boring. the only thing that i remember up to know was err. Nipplopolis. teheee :3. pronounced nipple-o-polis. nice how it rolls off yer tongue huh. yea i know. say it 10 times its ubbberrr fun.

i wish there was someone that could teman me and my random and last minute desicions. things like, wanna skip school and do a movie marathon tomorrow? or, wanna go play futsal later? wanna go to japan next weeek? XD i wish i wish.

i guess im gonna sign off now. nothing much to say today. nah, give you a nice picture so you can sleep well tonight.

the scary part is not the fact that i can sit on kam baek and his face is still so normal. its carmen. i think, i think. i think she sawww.....CHEA'S NIPPLES LOOKING AT HER. nyehehehe

Currently Listening To : Alter Bridge - Metalingus

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life,
A bitter place and a broken dream,
And we'll leave it all, leave it all behind

On this day its so real to me,
Everything has come to life,
Another chance to chase a dream,
Another chance to feel,
Chance to feel alive

2008-03-15T08:56:00.000-07:00

FTW! omg suuper shiko got me hooked on the word T-T

so yea today. today saya beli tuner/metronome for 60 ringgit. niceeee T-T.

oh oh hari ini mak saya top sails in the food court. 500+. tahniah tahniah XD

fucker chea just reminded me, a day plus a few more hours then got school sudah. FTWWW!!

i want a new guiar i want i want i wanttttttttttttttttttttt!

oh oh yea my brother is officially a rempit now. he uses words like gila babi, pantat and the most funny, ketot T-T. according to him and the rempits, ketot means short. and pantat is like retardo. OH YA NOW HE "SHUFFLES" pun. he's gone over to the rempit side. i knoww la my guitar says "rempit terus maju" but janganlah take my brother away. diediedie

oh yea i've realised im blogging really randomly this time around. get used to it lah kay. faham tak faham buat saje la faham.

omg am i becoming a rempit too? O.o. im using malay in my sentences NOOOOOOOOO! saiful apek touched me i think T-T.

omggg im like dying to go futsal right nowww. anyone? T-T. movie also can =3

i had steak today, dads birthday. the weirdest thing happened. i cut my steak, and in the middle of that piece of meat. there was, oysters! like, fuckthewhat?! oysters in the middle of a steak? best idea in the world T-T.

NONONONOOO~ theres schoool sooon I DONT WANTTTT! if only i could pay Hiro 5 ringgit to bring me back to last years holiday again. see dbsg overrrrr and oveerrrrr and over again. =D. maybe this time i'll really run up and hit jaejoong with a bottle.

Listening to : Santana ft. Chad Krueger - Into The Night (L)

Like a gift from the heavens, it was easy to tell,
It was love from above, that could save me from hell, She had fire in her soul it was easy to see,
how the devil himself could be pulled out of me, There were drums in the air as she started to dance,
Every soul in the room keeping time with there hands,
And we sang…

AY OH AY OH AY OH AY!

2008-03-14T12:04:00.000-07:00

Argh hello hello! Constipatedpiggie from the Forever Virgins imnida! =X. Welcome welcome. Yea i was bored one night and came up with this.

I Rock, Your Stoned. =]. S'posed to be I Rock, You Stone, but then hor other people guna already. so yep. Its irockyourstoned.

Cred to Super Shiko & Super Sicko for helping me out. Computer bermasalah ini harus dibakar.

Yes i'll blog here whenever I can.

Gawd why does school start so soon? Why not two weeks ah? NONONONOOO~
*hohohoho beyonce style*

Edward putus cinta very sad. Dont wanna go out already. Call also never answer. FTW!

Teehee thats all i got for now. Continue loving the new Constipatedpiggie, Irockyourstoned.

Sekian, Terima Kasih.

Currently listening to : With You - Chris Brown. [TWO THUMBS UPPP!]

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl